hi i'm elizabeth

2009-01-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

2008-12-31T02:00:00.001+08:00

I shall make this the last post for 2008 before i officially switched to livejournal on 010109 ! :D Yay, i shall a new year with a brand new blog! & not forgetting a brand new start.
In a blink of an eye, 1 year passed!!!! Time flies, yeah, indeed true! For the past 12 months, i realized i've been wasting alot of time on unnecessary stuffs! Or rather, i regretted some of the things that i've done this year. No point regretting now also right!!! Since its gonna be a brand new start in a few hours time, i shall do some reflections and make sure i dont repeat my mistakes next year! :D I promise, im going to start a brand new year well, and ends it well too!

Studies. Ohmygoodness. I'll be taking Olevels next year. No more 'i cant believe this!' already. Its a fact, face it, elizabeth!! Yes, i'm really going to sit for this major exam next year!!! So, time to buck up!! I really dont want to start telling myself i'm going to study hard until i did badly for any tests/exams next year! By then, it'll be already too late. I'm going to use less of computer and watch less teevee!! ( maybe after chinese new yr? ) Yup, maybe i'll only use com on alternate days or on weekends only! I think it'll be quite a difficult task for me, but i'll try. I'll most probably be having tuition on tuesday and sunday next year. I guess i'll be spending alot of time studying with Amanda and Pervin ( on saturdays ) next year! Yay. I love studying!!! :X

Next up, Friends. Since its the last year in cchy already ( i hope its my last yr! ), i must really cherish all my friends! (: But i think i always cherish them! :P I still remembered i was so reluctant about coming into 3F, 'cause XueQi isnt entering the same class me. I thought i'll be so lonely in 3F! Fortunately no, yes and its great to make new and good friends. (: And i'm so happy that i've got Amanda to accompany me! Be it studying, shopping, staying back aft sch for cca, shitting, playing bball,going tuition and etc!! Yeh, we did all those together almost every week!!! She's really a great company ok!! & We'll seeing each other alot alot more often next year! Maybe everyday in every week! Yes, and our focus will be on STUDIES ( 3xxx! ), and next SHOPPING! :D Next, i am really really so relieved that me and XueQi din drift apart and are still super close friends!!! I thought we'll drift apart after going to different classes. We aren't so close for a period of time but luckily, things got much better soon after!!! I really hoped we'll not drift apart, 'cause she's really a great friend who never fails to be there for me, counselling me and doing silly stuffs to make me happy! SO LUCKY TO KNOW HER OKAY! (: Next. My SuperNice brother, PERVINSIM! ;D My best guy-friend ever. He's the best guy-friend that i can confide to and can really talk sense into my stupid peabrained head. I was so touched when he's the 1st to ring me up on 111008 when i was on my bed,crying like a silly girl. And, its already 1+am then. He's still awake to console me. And the next day, XueQi called me early in the morning to console me. I swear, i'm so lucky to have 2 such great friends!! SO LOVEE THEM! (: Lastly, to rachel and lamyihui!! Must study hard together next year okay! We shall play less(?) and study hard ! :D Okay, I really hoped there wont be anymore friendship problems/conflicts among my friends anymore. Be it quarrells or misunderstandings. I am so glad that i din face any of these this year, seriously. If this happens again, i really dontknow what to say. ;/ The conflict that happened in 2007 was one that i'll never forget. Scary,yes. But i am so glad things are back to normal now. I wont want this kind of thing to happen again next year, never. I dontwant to lose any of close friends! FRIENDS really brighten up my day okay! Ohwell,to avoid conflicts/troubles, i think i better shut up when its time to shut up and keep my comments to myself. (:

Family. Frankly speaking, i realized i've been neglecting alot on my family this year. Being rude to my parents when i'm in a bad mood, throwing tantrums at them when i'm feeling very stressed. Asking my sis to shut up when she wanted to ask me about her homework. Asking my brothers to shoo out of the room when they made super alot of noise when i'm studying. Worse still, i even scolded them for no reason. I must really treat them better this year already. I promise to help my sister more in her studies. I really do love my family! Like who doesnt? hahaha.

Lastly, relationships. 5-6months, 2 different guys. After so much things that happened, i'm back to single. Yeh. I still remember i was so goddamn happy when i finally got him back after waiting for so long, and yet, i still hurt him, fell for another. This is so ridiculous. Thinking of those 2months plus, i really felt so err, remorseful for what i've done?! I've apologised, but i know it doesnt mean a thing anymore lah. But still, i am so glad we're still back to friends now. (: Phew. Next,J. hahaha.I wonder will things get better if we didnt even started in the 1st place? Or rather we dont even know each other? idk. You was sucha great friend, great 'brother'. So sweet and caring for the past few months. Your words really made me feel so loved. (: Its over for 2months plus, no, im not holding on anymore. Dont worry, i wont wait anymore. I'll try not to think about all the impossible(s). But idk why everytime i talked about this, i will get emo again. Omg. this sucks seriously. I told myself i'll get this over before 2009 comes. But its like approaching in a few hours time, but im still here, waiting like a fool?! Thinking of you when your heart isnt with me longlong time ago?! Ohwell, stop it, elizabeth. Its nearing two soon. GIVE IT UP, MOVE ON, SMILE, BE HAPPY!!! Studies will be my top priority next year!!! I REALLY REALLY DO HOPE THAT I CAN DO WELL FOR OLVLS. I dontwant to disappoint my parents and people around me. I promise, i'll try my best not to step into another relationship next year. I'm afraid of getting hurt again already. Maybe i should really thankyou for 'teaching' me not to be so confident in myself anymore and not trust guys so easily. But i think this is the last time im going to post about such stuffs. Its really great to say everything out from the bottom of my heart.

IN CONCLUSION,,,,,ELIZABETH WILL STUDY HARD NEXT YEAR, TREAT HER FAMILY MEMBERS BETTER, CHERISH HER FRIENDS AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, to forget you and move on. (:
I swear this is the longest post i've posted everrr!!!! Tell me i'm so pro 'cause i spend 2 nights typing this! You can choose not to read, but too bad, i think when u read this, its alr too late!!! Sorry if i bored you to death. I din ask you to MUST read also right! :P These are just my reflections for this whole year, and for me to look back whenever i'm freee! A brand new year 2009 is awaiting for me to start it well! :D YAY!
I'll be posting in LIVEJOURNAL starting from 010109, URL still the same!!! :D Do stay tuned!

its 2am now. About 23 hours to 2009!!! ;D
im so looking forward to a brand new yr!
BYE!!!!

2008-12-30T23:25:00.002+08:00

I wonder if you're back from msia already. I wonder, if you'll msg me. I wonder, if things will get better next year. I wonder, whats so good about you. I wonder, what makes me fall so deeply. I wonder, if we'll ever get back to those days. I wonder, how long will i take to stop loving you. You really make me think alot, alot.

2008-12-29T23:10:00.006+08:00

I think im going to go school with clipped up fringe + spects next year! Dont laugh, although i know its funny! Who cares luh, im really gonna study hard next yr! Promise!!! (:

2008-12-28T23:54:00.003+08:00

Twilight was quite okay. Edward didnt turn out as perfect in the show!! & i seriously think Bella dont look pretty in the movie! LaiFong was super funny 'cause we are supposed to meet at 12, and she called me at 1220 that she's running home now 'cause she forgot her ezlink card and she still can laugh!!! Stupid girl. After movie, wallked around far east + tangs ! :D Went to the kitchen section and Laifong started fantasizing her new home next time(as expected lah!) Lucas was being Mr Nice Guy today 'cause he sent me to tpy station! :D Saw Qiguang on the train and he told me olevel results will be out on 9JAN !! Ohmygoodness! I want get at least an A for chinese!!!!!
Daddy is coming home tmr! YAY! :) i cant wait till tuesday to come too. hahaha.

Guess i wont be blogging here anymore. IF INTERESTED, THEN PLEASE CLICK! ( else, leave! )
http://www.kukubites.livejournal.com

2008-12-28T00:21:00.001+08:00

2008-12-27T23:30:00.003+08:00

Today is just not my day!!! It started off quite well 'cause i learnt something new during tuition today! Had brunch( shared a cup of tea ) with Amanda at Mac & she headed off to sentosa ( sorry, couldnt join you guys ) while I went off to meet Kelly. Left leg was aching super badly and Kelly told me i'm growing up, Thats why experiencing the pain! haaha. Hope its true! :P Gym session was #$%#%$#^#^ !? Been quite some time since i last run!! No staminaaaa! GOSH. Ohwell, at least i burned some calories today! :D Great. Had dessert at Buddy Hoagies then went off to library to STUDY ALONE!! Tell me i'm independent! :D Did tuiton homework. Got quite pissed off with mummy so i went home, put down my stuffs, take basketball, went down to meet pervin instead. The feeling sucks and i never felt this way before! Fortunately, felt so much better after shooting and chitchat with him! :D There's this group of 7guys came to us while we were chatting, asked us to join them! At first i thought they asked pervin only, so he joined. & that guy asked me to play too! I was literally shocked!! Was sorta forced to join them. This is so crazy ok! It was seriously very embarrassing. And they played full court, & all i did was when the ball flies high up, everyone runs to the ball/guards their opponent(?), i just walked to the damn ball and the ball disappeared. :X I dont even dare to block any of them or touch the ball!! 'Cause all of them were like so goddamn tall and pro? hahahah. After EMBARRASSING myself, went home. :D

got so pissed off with mum just now. Knew u wont like it if i tell u im going sentosa and would wan me go shop instead. I jolly well dint go with them. I felt so empty and lost just now on the train after putting down the phone. I was quite angry at the moment so i went home instead. Even if i really go until jurong point, i also no mood to shop right! Sometimes, i really wonder, if anyone really understands. If i can have a choice, i would rather move out of this house and rent a room in yishun area and learn to be independent. (: Not a bad idea actually. Since i'm going yishun EVERYDAY, why not right! Can save transport fees also!! hahahaha. But like as if my parents will approve luh! :C right, im feeling so much better now. to FORGIVE and to FORGET! (: yeah. Tomorrow will be a better day! (:
Twilight with Laifong & Lucas tmr! YAY!! Many ppl said twilight didnt turn out as expected but well, i still wanna watch it!! :D

2008-12-25T15:01:00.004+08:00

2008-12-25T14:51:00.003+08:00

Santa santa, why didnt you come into my dream yesterday night ? I was waiting for you to grant me my wish yknow!! How i wish i can see you, Santa. I want my wish to come true. I really really want..

i cant spend my whole life standing by. 'Cause when i'm missing you, you're stil not missing me. Not anymore.
Exactly 1year ago, i felt the same way. But i got back what i want soon after. What about this time round? No, eliz, don't be so naive anymore.

2008-12-25T02:16:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!! (: thanks for all wishes!
Another christmas countdown spent in town! (: Met up with fangkai at tpy thn headed down to meet amanda, ryantan, cosmo, jianyi and lucas! :D Had great fun spraying around!! The people there were really crazy and super high!! There was afew girls who even sprayed at the security guards! hahaha. We were practically bending our heads down while walking through the crowd! The more we screamed, the more we got sprayed by people! Anyhow, I'm so glad i've great friends around me! (: Though i was really envious when i saw so many couples in town just now. I wish. I pray. I hope. :X

Pictures up in next post! I shall turn in soon! NIGHTS PEOPLE! Me hope that i will dream of santa tonight and that he'll grant me my wish! YAY! ;)

2008-12-22T23:39:00.007+08:00

A great friend that i'll never wanna lose. (:

2008-12-22T23:16:00.003+08:00

TODAY WAS FABULOUS!!! ;D The long awaited day ended just like that! :C
i was super angry when i realized there's a pimple right smack on my nose this morning! The 1st thing i thought was, how am i going to take pictures today?! Whatever. I still did took about 50pics today. But all looked super weird. :X Rah.
Met Xue(Qi)(Ling) at tpy interchange! They were late! & we got up the wrong carriage so got down at novena to meet instead. Both of our sisters were super shy at first. But it was just for awhile. Shopped around Far East and most of the shops were not opened yet! XueQi claims that her mouth very itchy and after walking for quite some time, we decided to eat at HANS! :D Shared Spaghetti with Sausage Meal with the 3 of them! ' Sharing food tastes nicer than eating alone!' Thats what xueqi said and i felt the same way too! Continued shopping & headed down to Bugis. The 2 little 12yrs old kids were complaining that their feet hurt!! Couldn't stop laughing on the train, cause of ...! Right. Went Bugis Street + OG! (: Decided to enter the temple to pray, since we still have quite some time left! (: Felt hungry again after that so we shared 2 bowls of noodles + dumplings at idk where! Food was quite okay. Rest abit then went back to Bugis Junction. Went for dental after that, was late as usual!! Tuition just now. & i seriously dont like those 4guys in my tuition! Super irritating.
I'm super happy 'cause i finally went out that stupid girl again, after about a year! (: The last time the both of us actually went shopping tgt was last yr november! Heyo retarded woman, i dontmind even if its just a shopping spree with you once a year! I'll be more than happy! LOVE YOU TO THE MAX!

super disappointed. zhu jiu shi zhu. :C where're you huh!!!

2008-12-21T18:23:00.002+08:00

Going grandma's house for dinner sooon so i shall try finishing posting in 10mins! :D ( i think im once again addicted to blogging! might be changing to lj when i'm free! ;)
Met Anna & Alpha for Prom Night Meeting at AMK HUB today morning!! Was quite early & most of the shops aint open yet so we sat at Andersens for our discussion! ;) The meeting lasted for like 30mins only, did some stuffs & accompanied Anna to get her slippers thn went grandma's house for lunch! YAY. I ate tangyuan. Super yummy and sweet okay! :D After lunch, headed down to Bugis with parents to get daddy's winterwear clothings. Daddy is going china on 25thdecember,for 4nights!! How can he go there work on christmas luh! SIAN. I'll miss you, daddy! OG was having what 20% sales and every typical singaporean never fails to join in the crowd and grab as many stuffs as they could! I swear, there were super alot alot alot of people there just now! 'Cause the sales was only till 6pm, and it was already 3plus just now. That explains why everyone chionged to buy clothes! Daddy said he was lucky to have choosen to come today 'cause if he comes tmr, i think he'll sure to burn a super big hole in his pocket! But on the other hand, if he comes tmr, he wouldn't have to queue up at the cashier for so long! I think we queued up for about 20mins! Went Bugis Junction after that. Left for home at about 5plus! :D Great shopping day, despite the big crowd!
Outing tmr with caroline + Xue(Qi)(Ling)! ;D long awaited. (:

So different from last time. It makes me so pissed off that i dont even feel like chatting, sometimes.

2008-12-20T23:03:00.002+08:00

I FEEL SO PROUD OF MYSELF !!! EVEN KELLYWONG ALSO CANT BELIEVE I'M SO DARING! Thinking back of what i did just now, i find it rather silly and ridiculous! I think i was drunk at that moment, serious!!
Felt so demoralized just now 'cause out of 10shoots, i only shoot in ONCE!!! Or maybe not even once. This is crazy!!! Today is just not my day. Ohyah, thankyou pervinsim!!! Though it was rather embarrassing, but i'll still treat you someday! ;)

2008-12-20T16:33:00.003+08:00

Today was an normal day. :P Tuition was alright. Was super sleepy when i reached yishun & almost missed my stop 'cause i was already dozing off. Had brunch at foodcourt after that then went library to finish up amaths homework with amanda & ryantan. :D
okay, shall go down to play basketball with pervin now! (:
He said something super funny just now. ' later when you play, everytime you bounce the ball, a tear drop. everytime you shoot in, you flood the whole court' HAHAHA. ;D

you disgust me.

2008-12-19T22:49:00.005+08:00

Work + CO + tuition today! I'm super tired right now. But i really need to blog. I'm feeling so fcking terrible now. Why is it that you're always the one that makes me feel so hurt & terrible? I thought feelings faded abit already, and i was so glad. I thought we are back to friends now, and i'm more than satisfied. I thought i could get over you before 2008 ends. But when i passed it to you just now, i really dk how control myself. No, i'm still not over you. I realized the more we messaged, the more i'm expecting for. But yet, all i get is disappointment. Hey. You cant blame me. I.really.cant.control.myself. I wish i could control my emotions better too. 12more days till end of 2008 ! Please, get me out of this bloody shit thing. I'VE HAD ENOUGH!!!!!!
where's the cute pig i used to know so well ? things were so perfect and fine back then.

2008-12-19T00:31:00.002+08:00

2008-12-18T23:36:00.002+08:00

Alrighto, caroline got into TKGS!!! ( as expected) Woke up immediately when dad called home to tell us her posting school result. Since you've been posted to this school, make sure you do well and dont mix with bad company ok!!! Yes, there's nothing we can do now since you really liked that school. Better score well for all your exams, and i know you can do it and i mean it! :D
Took bus 31 to TKGS, about 35mins bus ride and less than 5mins walking distance. Not that far afterall. Phew. I CAN PROUDLY SAY THAT CCHY IS MUCH NICER THAN TKGS! ;D The toilets in cchy are so much cleaner! I was shocked when i know that tkgs is centre of excellence for english. & cchy is centre of excellence for chinese. HAHAHA. Cheena vs angmoh! Walked around and was quite relieved after that. (: Ate at some thai place - MAGIC WOK ! Katong has lots of nice food!!!! Took mrt from Payar Lebar to bugis after that. Shopped for back-to-school stuffs and homed! :D
Work + CO tmr!!! XueQi wont be going co tmr!!! wahlaoos. i'm going to skin you alive when i see you on monday! :PPP

why are we back to last time when we first knew each other? the feeling sucks like hell, yknw! ok whatever, eliz, learn to be satisfied with what you've now! :D

2008-12-17T15:44:00.002+08:00

I DID AMATHS + PACK MY ROOM + MAKE SUSHIs WITH SIS TODAY! ;D
Got up at 11 plus & i caught 1111 again! :D happy happy! Supposed to go shopping with mummy and sis later but i'm too lazy to go out now. :P Plus i'm super broke! Art attack is fun and cool! :DD

sis getting back her posting sch results tmr. She'll get into TKGS for sure. Sometimes, i really cant stand her stubborness. Why go to school so far when there's better school nearby our house too. Told her many times that she'll regret once she gets to that sch and had to travel alot everyday. Its not as if you dont have bus sickness. Cant you just undestand what all of us are trying to drive at? Dad cant possibly send to back home from sch everyday. Imagine taking long bus ride home everyday,esp when you've cca. By the time u reach home, its already very late. You wont even have the energy to do hw or wht k! I alr think taking mrt + 10min walking distance to school is a very tiring thing to do everyday. Seriously, im so glad next yr will be my last yr walking the same route to sch everyday. Girl, its not as if you cant get into cedars if u appeal, u can. But yet, you refused to try. How dumb can you get. Okay, since u insist on entering a girls sch, then fine. I've nothing to say, as long as you dont bring a girlfriend back next time. HAHA. Now, everyone is asking you to go to a school nearby is for your own good please!!! I rather you go to some neighbouring schs nearby ok! Okay, like what xueqi said, its her own choice. Since she's so persistent, i've nothing else to say. I just hope she wont regret studying in that sch for the next 4years there. Please, you're 13 next yr. DONT BE SO STUBBORN ANYMORE.

how i wish you're here with me ; ( kellywong, i know you love to read those parts tat very diff to see right! hahahaha! Mean girl!! )

2008-12-16T23:37:00.005+08:00

WORK TODAY! ;) Was super slack! & i was happy that i caught 1111 today! :D
I've decided... I SHALL STAY HOME TO SLEEP WHOLE DAY TMR! I need to replenish my beauty sleep! :P

2008-12-15T15:14:00.003+08:00

2008-12-15T14:54:00.002+08:00

BACK FROM MALAYSIA! ;) xueqi will be coming back soon, amanda will be back tmr! yay!
Cousin Joanne came to fetch us at malaysia custom on saturday morning! We sat there and waited for her for nearly an hour! Aft that, she went to work. (: Went to THE ZON to meet aunty, cousin serena and wilson! I think THE ZON is one of the boringest shopping mall in malaysia! Mostly auntie shops there & very limited shops. Boring to the max. So, volunteered to look after Serena while the rest do their shopping! Both of us + wilson walked around aimlessly in the shopping mall for 2hours plus! Got so tired and we sat down to eat fondue! Ate lunch then headed down to cousin's house to put down our stuffs. Went to THE STORE after that, another 'auntie' shopping mall, mummy bought lots of stuffs! Went to meet cousin Joanne after her work & went for dinner at 8plus. ( it was not a very pleasant dinner 'cause the shop was closing and all the workers just stood there and watch us eat as we were the last customers. very stressed! ) went to JUSCO & GIANT ! ;) Big shopping malls indeed. haha. Cousin got me a jumper and 2tops for sister! Shopped for awhile only 'cause its nearing 10 and all the shops are closing! Had icecream then back to cousin's house! :) Joanne helped me do rebonding, did some online shoppping + nice chat with her and slept at 3! :D
Woke up this morning and my hair stinks! Smelt like orange. :X Had breakfast and cousin sent us of to malaysia custom! ( i dont like squeezing with ppl in the bus esp while im carrying so many plastic bags! )
HOME SWEET HOME!

why am i feeling this way. :X but i guessed i still do..
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2008-12-13T23:30:00.002+08:00

FOR ME TO REMEMBER,,,, NOT INTERESTED, THEN SHHHHHS!
14th dec - malaysia!
15th dec - work. ( maybe )
16th dec - work with amanda!
17th dec - work with yihui!
18th dec - collect sis posting sch results + shopping!
19the dec - work with amanda & yihui !
20th dec - tuition + study + shoppping! :D
21st dec - nothing!
22nd dec - LONG AWAITED DAY! (: outing with sis, xueqi & xueling! ( hope no last min change! )
+ DENTAL!
23rd dec - work
24th dec - christmas countdown! :D
25th dec - picnic!!!
26th dec - aunt's bday + CO!
27th dec - tuition + sentosa ( ? )
28th dec - nothing
29th dec - work!!!
30th dec - meeting in school!
31st dec - countdown to 2009 !

END OF 2008 JUST LIKE THIS. TIME PASSED SO DAMN FAST OKEH! like what amanda said, i can still remember everything that happened this year so clearly! I think i've learnt alot this year & indeed, gained experiences, & seriously hope i won't repeat the same mistake again next year. Can't imagine me taking Olevels next year! How can that be! Oh no! Elizabeth Tan, its time you buck up on your studies!!! No more slackings and daydreaming please!!! I shall aim for either St Andrews, Anderson & NanYang JC ! I've decided, If i cant get into any of these 3 JCs, i will go for poly instead. No point talking so much here right, I MUST DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS right!!! May 2009 be a better year for me! YAY! ;) 18 more days to go!

2008-12-13T22:50:00.008+08:00

WENT QUEENSWAY, IKEA AND ANCHORPOINT TODAY! ;D Wanted to get my school shoes and pencilcase but none caught my eye & i didnt bring enough cash out today! Ate hotdog meal at IKEA after that! :D I'M CRAVING FOR MORE HOTDOG BUNS! Walked past the KITCHEN section, and there's some baking session going on there! :D I think its to celebrate christmas and therefore they're giving out free swedish buns! :DD Was quite curious so we decided to give it a try! It had been quite some time since i last played with the dough!!! We look like some kids playing dough luh! ( i think i can blend in with the little kids very well! HAHAHA ) We saw this super super cute and chubby girl named RACHEL! Her cheeks are so rosy and chubby okay! Super damn cute & even pervin went crazy over her!!! I wish that my kid will be as cute as her next time! :P The buns taste quite not bad, but the shape unexpectedly turned out very awful looking. :X
Going malaysia with mummy tmr get something from relative and shopping! :D Will be back tmr's night!

2008-12-12T23:34:00.004+08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO! ;D
Woke up at 7plus this morning and did something very silly! HAHAHA. ;/ Went back to sleep after that and woke up at 12plus! ( it had been a long time since i last woke up at 12+ )Today was a good day 'cause there's no work at primary school bookshop ! :D Went down to popular to get texbooks+stationery with cousin& aunt! Then headed down to amk to meet fred for dinner @subway. Uncle fetched me to tuition after that!
I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO MONDAY!!!!! XUEQI AND AMANDA WILL BE COMING BACK SOOON! YES, I CANT WAIT! ;D

2months passed. & i'm really so glad that we talked recently, as normal friends. Although the feeling's quite weird at first, but i am still happy! :D told ya, i dont mind being just good friends. (:
pigpig,have fun in cruise! :P monday, faster come please.

2008-12-11T00:26:00.004+08:00

2008-12-10T23:04:00.003+08:00

Woke up this morning and Mummy told me something that made me super pissed off. Elder Brother was still in bed when i woke up this morning, so i asked mummy why he didnt go for his bball training. & she told me he didnt go for friendly match at kranji today. I was shocked, literally. Guess what, KCS BBALL COACH is seriously so biased! Its so unfair to my brother. First, my two brothers trained hard so that they could get into the school team. I could see their enthusiasm and love for basketball!! & when they were told they were selected to join the school team, you couldn't imagine how happy they felt. 'cause some of their friends cant even get into school team. So, of course, they were super happy right! I was happy for them too! ( like duh! ) Okay, what makes me so damn pissed is that, the bloody damn coach asked him to take off his jersey and let his captian from the junior team to take his place instead!!! Hey what the hell, if you've no intention of letting him join the school team, why let him choose the jersey and stuffs and make him so happy for nothing!?! & the worse part was, you didnt tell him earlier before they went to kranji pri, instead, you told him to take it off once they reached there and told him to be reserve!?! what the hell. & to think my brother is dumb enough to take off his jersey. & my younger brother gets to play while he cant, just imagine how it feels. Its not as if he's no good or whatever. Okay, maybe he's not that pro or what, but at least should give him a chance right!! He's P5 already next year for goodness sake!!! WAHLAO. I was super angry okay. Why give him false hopes and told him he should be 'reserve' instead?! I really pity my brother. Imagine the younger can get to play while he cant. Gosh. How i wished i can throw the ball at the bloody damn coach for making my brother feel so lousy! RAH

okay, enough of rantings. Met up with mandychoo today and headed to school for prom night meeting! (; Well, we did something today!! So considered not bad already lah! Ended quite early so decided to go catch 'Wild Child' at causeway point! Smuggled sushi, bread & bubbletea in! hahha. The movie was great!!! :DDDD *thumbs up! Super nice!! Camwhored with her ( i think everyone who goes out with her sure will take pictures one! hahaha ) thn headed home at about 7plus! (; I feel like vomitting now and i dontknow why!!!! Ohmyohmy. :X
Okay, work again tmr! Pictures up in next post! :P BYEBYE

2008-12-08T23:32:00.003+08:00

Today is sucha boring day!!!!!! Work tmr at idk where, yihui's daddy will be fetching us there! YAY! ;) tmr's gonna be a tiring day! I like 'cause i won't be that freeee to go think about you! stupid boy.

to think i really did that. how dumb can i get. omg. but i really cant control myself! xueqi wasnt here to stop me. :C thats why. But im so glad she's not angry. 'cause i merely talk as a classmate. i swear i swear. But i was so so over the moon just now that i thought i was dreaming! HAHAHA. My heart was like thumping super fast ok. In the end, disappointment again. ah, whatever. i don't feel the same anymore. ;) tell me this is a good sign. :P yeah, merely as a friend, i promise. (;

2008-12-07T15:15:00.002+08:00

BET YAYXUEQI IS CURRENTLY SHOPPING HAPPILY IN THAILAND NOW! & i'm starting to miss that girl already! She still owes me a outing together with our sisters! Outing planned out already, and she better come back sooon ! :D 22nd dec, settled ! (:

AMANDATAN MUST BE ENJOYING HERSELF IN KL RIGHT NOW! I want go malaysia too! :X The next time i'll get to see her will be on the 16th ! 9more days, faster come ! I dontwant to go tuiton alone again next sat! wahlao. :C faster come lah stupid girl ! I want shopping with you one neh! :D

There's hell lots of things i've yet to buy! I so want to get my off shoulder top, dress,musical hoodie and jumper! :DDD Doing the 99 amaths questions are sucha bore!

Was playing at my cousin's ipod nano just now. 540 pictures he took together with his girlfriend. Looking at his pics really make me feel so envious, at the same time, lousy. I wonder how come some couples can be so sweet. Taking so many retarded and sweet photos together and doing so many things for each other. It really makes me wonder sometimes. His pictures really changed my mood suddenly. That time, i thought i could be like my cousin and his girlfriend. hahaha. What crapshit is this. I dont understand why did i think so far. Why did you let me imagine all the impossible(s) the other time. I dontmind going back to june holidays. I dontmind being just BK&BS. Thats the only thing im asking for now. I dontwant a patch up, all i want is just BK&BS. why is it so hard to go back to last time... just being good friends, i'll be more than satisfied.

2008-12-07T01:07:00.004+08:00

Kellywong made me wait for her for 1hour today! How could she! HAHAH. Headed down to Haji Lane to take a look. (: Nice place but the shops aint open yet. ;C Had lunch at NYDC. Ate pasta with mushroom ham ! yummy okay. :D Shopped around then homed ! Nice day out with tht crazy zarbor !

By the way, I think i look funny in my new spectacles! :X Rah, maybe i shall wear it only at home. :X

i know i must let go. i know its over. i know its impossible for us to get back tgt again. i know i cannot love you anymore. i know you'll never ever msg me. But yet, im still waiting for your msg everyday. So dumb right. i told myself i must forget everything. But deep down, i really dont wish to... its just so difficult. I swear i hate to force myself to do this. But, do i have a choice ?
sucker, i've fallen too deep. Please, give me back my heart.

2008-12-07T00:45:00.004+08:00

2008-12-05T23:22:00.006+08:00

2008-12-05T21:36:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! ;D I'M BACK FROM THE 4DAYS 3 NIGHTS CO CAMP ! (: I must say, it was fun ! :D I'm too lazy to elaborate, so i shall summarise all that i want to say in point-forms ! :D

1st night was super fun! The candle game was successful ! Had lots of fun and laughter in the midst of preparing the stuffs. Was happy to see everyone so enthu okay ! :D Amanda and I went crazy running around shouting and blowing our whistle !
Played water bomb on the 2nd night! Everyone went crazy throwing water bombs at each other. It was super chaotic! Fun alsooo. (; Had a hard time bathing after that.
3rd night was okay. Barbecueee. (: Played bball with amanda. yay ! ;)
CO improved alot during this camp. ( im going to practice harder, else i sure cant cope next year. ;/ )
The buffet was much better than last time.
Slept less than 6hours every night. Wanted to make breakfast for everyone on the 2nd & 3rd night but we all woke up late. ;/
I spoilt spectacles and my left contact lens broke on the 1st day of camp. How unlucky can i get.

All in all, i'm also happy that CO CAMP IS OVERRRRRRRR ! :D I must start doing my homework and buy my books already! Back to school in less than a month! i cant wait.

Xueqi will be going thailand on sunday.
& amanda will be going msia tmr. :CCCCC and i need to go for tuition alone tmr. How can?! :C

I want to turn in early today. so, NIGHTS! (:

2008-12-02T00:53:00.002+08:00

YES. I'M DETERMINED TO LEARN THE SONG ON MY BLOG! YES. I'M GOING TO TRY PLAY THE PIANO! I'M NOT KIDDING. I CAN'T PLAY THE PIANO, BUT I'M GOING TO TRY! HAHAHA. AMANDA AND JUNFENG WILL BE HELPING ME OUT! ;D YAY !
why am i doing this ? stupid girl. i dont care la. not as if i'll be able to master the whole song anw.

2008-12-01T23:22:00.002+08:00

CO CAMP TMR! 2-5DEC !
Yknw what, i'm not exactly looking forward to the camp. The thought of sleeping in the multi purpose hall really puts me off. I'd rather sleep in the co room luh. Its so much comfortable and CO room still got carpet ! I don't understand why mdm teo just dont understands. ;/ The secfours aint going camp this time already, so i dont see why she should worry about us playing/sleeping tgt at night! ( but the problem is, we din sleep tgt with the sec4s! wat the heck ) No POP for them this year. What a pity. Secondly, my stomach cramped so much today! Guessed i drank too much milk tea when i'm in taiwan! But its so much better now, and i still can drink LYCHEE ICE BLENDED just now! :D Gosh, i cant imagine the 5 of us flooding the girls' toilet with blood during the camp! HAHAHA. cool or what! Thirdly, we'll be planning for the games this year! I guessed this is the only thing i'm looking forward to at night ! :D Hope the games will turn out smoothly and everyone enjoyed it ! (: I'm so not looking forward to practices in the day, 'cause teacher sure will drill me like crazy. i just can't play any faster than that lah. wahlao. stressed ! ><
Anyway, i feel like getting sony ericsson G900 ! :D Saw it at singtel shop just now and i find it pretty cool ! :D Hope i can change phone sooon !

I'M SO HAPPY JUST NOW 'CAUSE I SAW 1111 ! hahaha, like as if you'll even care to think of me when u're overseas. You don't even think of me when you're in SG alr. Rah. imissyou, stupid bastard. where're you man ! i think im really desperate. i feel like doing what amanda did today next year! should i or should i not ? ;/ sounds ridiculous. But, no harm trying right. IMISSPIGLAND !

OKAY, WILL BLOG AGAIN WHEN I'M BACK FROM CAMP.
btw, i've deleted my tagboard 'cause i doubt alot of ppl know about this blog! any comments, msn me ! :D

2008-11-30T23:56:00.004+08:00

I SAW 1122pm, followed by 1133pm, THEN 1144pm ! But i don't see 1111 ! OMG WHY! ;C

thinking of those days really make me so happy! So what if you're gone, at least you really made me feel so loved during that 2months plus ! :D But, i really do miss waking you up in the morning. i miss our pigland. rah.
Yes, i'm trying to look on the bright side! :D

GET IT OVER. SMILE. MOVE ON. BE HAPPY ! (:

2008-11-30T17:58:00.003+08:00

I'M SUPER BORED AT HOME OKEH. can you believe it ? i actually stayed home the whole day! Wanted to go predatorwong's house to view my past messages, but was already quite late by then and i need to go grandma house soon. :C okeh. im going to type down a list of the things i want to complete/get this holiday! ( fyi, school's starting in 1month time, seemed so fast okeh )

(edited)
THINGS TO DO!

finish my amaths homework! ( did half already! )
buy my school books and stationery!
new pencil case!
red tanktop ( ordered alrd. yay! )
chanelle top
that off shoulder top ( i must get it ok. )
unique top!
dress from far east!
crown hoodie!
school shoes ( i want go queensway! )
new spectacles and monthly contact lens!
rebond/straighten hair again
sony DSC- T77 camera ( guess i can only get it after cny! :C )

FOR THIS DECEMBER..
1st dec - CO sectionals ( 9am -12pm)
2-5dec - CO camp !
6dec - tuition
7-15dec - rebond hair
- go malaysia
- meetup with mandy on 8 or 9dec to complete FR proposal + movie/lunch!
- go back school on 10dec to do ppt slides
- outing with xueqi ( hope she isnt going thailand anymore! )
- outing with hweeling
- get a part time job
- complete all my homework
- shoppppping! :D
16dec - work
17dec - work
18dec - freeeeeee ! :D
19dec - work
20dec - go sis new secondary school ! :D
21-29dec - christmas countdown
- dental on 22dec
- shoppping ! :D ( ps, i hope to get the things by 29dec ! )
30dec - back to schoool for prom night meeting
31dec - sentosa & new year countdown! :D

I HOPE TO GET EVERYTHING DOWN BY 31ST DEC. ( hopefully i can! )
see, im so organised! :D going grandma house now! Gotta pack some camp stuffs tonight! :D

2008-11-29T19:39:00.003+08:00

Pervin showed me this! =) yes, beware and watch out! :D

I want this so badly can! :C super pretty!

2008-11-29T18:38:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS GREAT! =D ( didnt attempt to play fate 'cause i know you're overseas. ): )
Backbone checkup today! Was 30mins late 'cause daddy had to fetch bros to training before that. Guess wht, i've grown taller! :D by 1cm ! This is pathetic, but who cares right. At least still got grow abit wht! :P Im gonna play more bball ! ( yes, with pervin, qiguang and mandatan ) Met amandatan to study aft that, as usual, she's ALWAYS late! Im very used to it already. HAHA. Studied at kfc, i din do much actually. :X Tried asking for part time job at pizza hut but to no avail. Guess i'm gonna rot at home while both of them are overseas. :C Headed down to orchard aft that! I've been going there for consecutive 3 days! Ytd went there to collect my phone too! (: Gosh, i love far east ok! So many nice stuffs. Tried on a dress and i find it pretty nice! I want i want! Saw a super pretty top and both of us wanted to get it, but on second thoughts, we shall try searching for it online instead. It might be cheaper yknw! (: But at least we got a top each. ;D Happayeee ! Had lots of laughters and super gaoxiao okay. Went to taka and this lady came to tap amanda on her shoulder and asked us if we're interested in modelling 'cause they're currently looking for new faces. LOL ! Me ? Modelling? HAHA. Super gaoxiao. Cant stop laughing after that. Reached home at bout 3 'cause mummy wasn't in a good mood. Went downstairs to meet kor to pass him his souvenir ! ;) Nice chat toooo.
ohyah, amanda wants me blog this.
' - ' AMANDAAA! ♥ FRET NOT. (; says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
' - ' AMANDAAA! ♥ FRET NOT. (; says:
BLOG THAT AMANDA IS HUNGRY! ):
' - ' AMANDAAA! ♥ FRET NOT. (; says:
cause im really very hunry
' - ' AMANDAAA! ♥ FRET NOT. (; says:
hungry*
' - ' AMANDAAA! ♥ FRET NOT. (; says:
hmmm, i abit regret with th brown
' - ' AMANDAAA! ♥ FRET NOT. (; says:
i prefer th white
' - ' AMANDAAA! ♥ FRET NOT. (; says:
nehneh, ):

nehneh, guess wht, i regretted not buying that top 'cause cant seem to find it online! Gosh. :C
okay, byeee people! :D

bu yao wei le yi ke shu, er fang qi zhen ge sheng ling. not worth it not worth it! Once you stepped into a relationship, its very hard for you to get out of it. I've learnt my lesson and for now, i'll try not to think about it and study hard instead. Olevels next yr okay. ;) mai siao siao ah. whenever i think about it, it always make me feel so yucks. Dont ever give in so easily anymore, elizabeth. :P

2008-11-28T23:13:00.016+08:00

missed 11:11 again. Havent been seeing 11:11 lately. I don't usually believe in this kind of stuffs, but i think this makes sense luh. Unless you tell me you've been thinking of me, which is impossible ok.How i wish some people cherish those around them. Im not pinpointing at anyone. But thats how i feel. Why regret and start crying over spilt milk when they're already gone for good? Yah, im a good example. I used to regret, letting someone go. And when he's back, i dint treasure him. In fact, i fall for someone else unknowingly.. HAHA. so dumb right. And now nobody's here, the one i never thought will leave me so soon left, tell me, what can i do ? Forget those days and move on? Yeah, easier said than done. Try it, tell me if its easy. The more i tried to, the more i tend to think of you. Thinking of those sweet messages you once sent to me always cheer me up, and i'll tend to forget the jerk in you. You aint the one i know. No wait, I think you're possessed or something right!? It must be the case.. You cant be so heartless. No, tell me thats not the real you. I dont believe you're like this. You won't let me go, You said you won't, tell me, why are backing on your words... i really dont like you ok. sucker. ;/ what am i still waiting for? Since you're so weird, why should i even bother waiting for your msg? To think you can actually make 2girls go so crazy over you. not bad not bad. I see your future. xD wait, why am i blogging about you ?! damn it. elizabeth, go sleeeeep ! :P yay.

STUDY + TOWN TMR! ;D I cant wait! (:

2008-11-28T00:51:00.002+08:00

1. First off, what's your name?
- ELIZABETH TAN

2. What does your bestfriend calls you?
- Bird. :X

3. Have you ever kissed someone with braces?
- Nope!

4. Who is the fourth received call on your call log?
- AmandaTan!

5. If you could change your eye color what would it be?
- still the same. 'cause im satisfied with my eye colour! :D

6. What is the wallpaper on your phone?
- winnie the pooh ( im using xueqi's phone now! )

7. How many pillows on your bed?
- 3!.

8. Who was the last text message you sent to?
- XueQi

9. Is there someone you can't stop thinking about?
- yes, No, YES. :X

10. What was the best thing that happened to you last year?
- hmm, when the conflict between me& some people ended ? (:

11. Do any of your friends annoy you?
- Like duh.

12. Who's the fourth person on your contacts list?
- Alvin

13. When was the last time you cried from laughing so hard?
- quite some time ago?cant rmb.

14. Which school are you from?
- chung cheng high yishun

15. Do you have a crush on somebody?
- i dont think mine is a crush. :P

16. Who was the last person that made you laugh?
- Xueqi ! :D

17. Do you like playing Twisters?
- alright la.

18. Who do you make fun of the most?
- xueqi!

19. Who's the longest you've ever talked on the phone?
- i think... i forgot! :X

20. Do you think you've gotten pretty(edited) since grade school?
- not pretty, but at least better than last time? HAHA

21. Have you seen your best friend cry?
- Yes.

22. Where did you last go out to eat?
- house nearby hawker centre!

23. Do you dance in the car?
- HAHA. i dont think so? that sounds silly.

24. Do you like your boyfriend(s)/girlfriend(s)?
- like duh.

25. Do you and your best friend act alike?
- hahaha i dontwant to act like her! she's insane yknw! :P

26. What is a noise that you cannot stand?
- from construction sites.

27. Does your mom vacuum early in the morning, when you're sleeping?
- Yes, once!

28. Are your parents in love
- what a cute question. Of course right?!

29. At what age did you get your mp3 player or ipod?
- sec2! But sadly, i lost it in school. Damn. :X

30. Where did you get your last bruise from?
- i cant rmb!

31. Would you rather sleep at a friend's or have them over?
-friend's. My house is small and my siblings are super noisy.

32. Who is in your house right now?
- my whole family.

33. Have you ever thought you were gonna die?
- yes.

34. Have you ever tried to sneak out?
- Nope. i'm guai okay. I always ask my parents for permission before i go out, serious. :P

35. What do you smell like right now?
- smell like a baby! 'cause i just apply johnson baby lotion ! :D

36. Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
- hmm, it depends.

37. Who was the last person you held hands with?
- hahaha. why should i go remember. crazy eh.

38. What shoes did you wear today?
- i wore slippers today! :P

39. What makes you lose your appetite?
- disgusting food.

40. What color is your laundry basket?
- har?!

41. Does your mom make you wear a winter coat?
- idk? cant rmb la. ( im super sleepy now )

42. Does it contain fur?
- i said IDK!

43. Do you own any pets?
- not me, but my siblings and dad.

44. Do you think those stores are too expensive?
- uhhhhhhhhhhhhh??

45. Where do you shop the most for clothes?
- far east, bugis

46. Ever clothes shop at a thrift ?
- har?

47. Why do you do survey?
- Im super bored. 'cause i cant get to sleep. But i think im falling asleep soon. :P

48. Can you go on Friendster in school?
- of course. (:

49. Do your parents have a MySpace account?
- nope!

50. Have your parents seen your Friendster page?
- Nah, i hope not. ;/

2008-11-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

Je manque vraiment ces jours. Comment je souhaite je peux vous récupérer. Comment je souhaite je peux aller en arrière ces 2 jours. Senti si chaud dans des vos bras pouvez. Retentit ridicule mais son la vérité. Vous m'avez même dit que vous n'avez jamais laissé aller de moi. Vous vous avez dit que ne marchera pas loin. Vous m'avez dit de vous maintenir toujours dans mon coeur. Fait votre ' ; always' ; seulement moyen pour ce 2months ? Je m'attends au moins à une année. Puisque j'étais si confiant dans tous les deux moi et vous. You' ; au sujet du premier type qui me font le feutre ainsi ont aimé. Si doux et parfait. Vos mots ont totalement fondu mon coeur. Je le déteste quand vous faites des promesses en l'air. Je vous déteste pour me laisser tellement soudainement. I didn' ; t même s'est rendu compte que you' ; re allé. Nous nous tenions dessus tellement bien, jusqu'à ce que les choses soient allées abit désordonné pendant les examens période, je nous sommes dits que les choses deviendront meilleures après des examens, mais j'avais si tort. En fait, votre coeur n'était pas même avec moi au cours de cette période déjà, pourtant avec I don' ; t savent. Combien sourd-muet peux j'obtenir. Je ne m'attends jamais à ce que vous l'aimiez en arrière encore. Je n'ai jamais pensé you' ; au sujet d'un tel bourreau des coeurs. Combien de fois devez-vous briser nos coeurs ? Vous sentez-vous bien après le creusement de nous ? Parfois, je me demande, si vous vouliez dire vraiment que ceux ces vous avez dit à moi la fois passée. Je me demande, si vous m'aimiez avant…

2008-11-26T22:43:00.005+08:00

Kellywongkailing finally made her IC today! Headed down to IKEA for our hotbog meal brunch ! :D Someone ate 3 hotdog buns but instead, she claimed that i was the one who ate 3! Where got such thing right. I liked the kids furniture! :D Very cosy and nice! I'll definitely want my kids rooom to look very cute and nice as well next time ! 2 kids will do. (: I like kids, but not more than 3 ! :D I don't want to be tied down by kids,just like my mummy now. :X Headed down to Orchard to meet junfeng and amanda aft that. Sent my phone for repair. & im phone-less now. But xueqi will be lending me her spare phone tmr ! I seriously cant live without my phone. Saw alot of pretty stuffs ! I want i want ! Guess that i need a job badly, anyone intro ? (: Felt quite bad now. ;/ sorry amanda, will make up for you other day k! cheeer up ! :)

2008-11-25T23:54:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS AWESOME ! ;D
Had lunch with uncle and cousin at botak jones! I liked the cajun chicken. Freaking nice. Played one round of poool with cousin, needless to say, i won him, like real. :X Uncle fetched me to school aft that! Prom meeeting was okay today. :D Next meeting will be on 30dec.& i hope our car washing service plan won't be rejected ! Yes, i want go lentor to wash cars ! Jasmine said i sounded suaku, not kiasu. LOL. Imagine us washing cars and singing SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS ! ( this is what jasmine said. :P ) Played bball in school after that. Qiguang and I vs Amanda and SongLin. Super fun okay ! Gosh. Im in love with bball ! & i think i got mo4 qi4 with qiguang ! Serious, not kidding. :P So happy, 'cause i've been exercising for the past 2 days ! :D Yesterday went running with sister and today bball ! & i'll be going shoppping tmr. Say yay ! :P happayeee!

P.S I need to find my SE box! Else i cant repair my phone. Damn it. :X
Im feeling super vexed now luh. Prom night stuffs is a headache. Hope this will be over soon. CO camp coming up next week. Rah, & we havent thought of the games!
I dont care. Im going shop tmr! Yes yes yay yay ! :D
&i've finally uploaded some of the taiwan pictures ! (:
byeeeeeeeeee ! muchloves !

why am i wasting my time on you. hello, you're not worth it okay. shooo, get out of my mind. i dont like you. sucker.

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2008-11-25T00:15:00.002+08:00

Yes, its just another infatuation. I'll get it over soon enough. Its impossible lah, stupid girl. I'm just missing the past, yes i am. HAHA. Nothing else, im not thinking too much. Im gonna study doubly hard next year and enter a good course. Im not talking crap here ok. I'm serious. I wont get into another relationship, I cant promise this. But i'll try not to get a boyfriend. I wouldn't dare to either. I dontwant guys to hurt me again can. Prove it to me that you're worth my time, then maybe i'll still consider. Else, shut up and get lost.
idk why am i still thinking of you. idk why im still longing for your return. idk why are you so weird. idk why someone feelings can fade so easily. Its just so.. weird lah ! gosh. You sounded so serious. But it all turned out to be bullshit. Yucks. Totally gross me out.
how i wish i can go into a deep sleep and forget everything the next day. I dontmind as long as i can forget the past. Some people say ' keep the memories in your heart, forget about him'. Is it really that the case? HAHA. Im trying very hard, till im really going crazy. If only you know, if only someone really understands.

2008-11-24T19:35:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE ! YES I'M BACK FROM TAIWAN ! =) MISS ME ? I KNOW YOU DID. HAHAHA.
Few unexpected things happened these 8days while im overseas ! HAHA. Sister got back her psle results! Was quite alright, but at the same time, quite disappointed 'cause i expected at least a 250 ! oh well, hope she'll get into TKGS or CCHM ! :D I really envy her sometimes, if only i'm as capable as her! If only i'm also good in both sports and studies. Wont that be marvellous ! hahaha. yayaya, dream on right. :C anyhow, im still proud that i've such great sister! (:
okay, i shall summarise these 8days in taiwan ! I enjoyed myself, indeeed. HAHA.

We spent alot of hours on the bus ! & i think me and rachel slept alot during the bus journey.HAHA
The food there was great ! We ate at least 9dishes for every meal, excluding breakfast! I kinda miss the food there now. :X
I like the night markets there! Super big, but very crowded. Ohyah, & we got lost at XiMenDing. Super embarrassing okay. :X In the end, we got nothing from ximending, though there're lots of nice stuffs there!
Performance at ZhongZheng was alright. Their CO was great ! & i like their instrument ! So damn nice ok! But its damn expensive.
We stayed in 5hotels in total. Very comfy! :D I liked the first hotel most, i think it was happiness hotel ? HAHA. & there's free internet access there. Cool or wht. :D
I felt like a retard carrying the luggage and instrument everywhere we go. So bulky okay. & im glad jf helped me carry my stuffs sometimes! HAHA. yay. :)
Been to quite a few museums. I think its quite boring & doubt i learn anything there. :X I
think the 921 earthquake was kinda interesting ! :D
Didnt buy much stuffs. 'cause we're given limited time for us to shop ! sad rightttt. But at least i got a shirt for myself! (:
Ohyah, i think the last day in the hotel was kinda funny ok. Yihui fell asleep first. Then me, rachel and evan chatted till like 2plus & evan fell asleep soon after. Rachel and I WANTED to ton the night, since its already like 3plus by then. To keep ourselves awake, we drank tea and coffee, watch tv, play psp and do facial masks ! But guess wht, we still fell asleep in the end, at bout 4 plus 5 ! :X lousy or wht. HAHA.
Yihui was a great alarm clock ! Lucky got her, else i think me and rachel will be late every morning ! HAHA.
I miss helping jasmine take foood during our meals ! HAHAHA. I know she misses it too. :P
Read xueqi and amanda 's recordings every night! And i miss them like crazy ok. Was so excited when xueqi msged me when im in taiwan !

yay ! i managed to summarize everything in 13points ! Will add more if i can remember any!
pictures up next ! :D

TODAY! 241108 ! (:
Met amandatan for lunch at northpoint ! yays ! Finally get to see her. & we updated alot on each other! we're gonna study super hard next year okay. No more relationships ! Shoo, guys, shoooo ! :O Went to school after that for prom night meeting! Super boring okay. Lucky mandychoo also got go ! else i'll rot there okay. There's meeting again tmr. :X I want my shopping and i want my sleeping time! Rah.

I WANT A PSP BADLY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :C can someone get it for me pretty please ?
I WANT MY JOB TO FASTER COME LUH ! I NEEED MONEY ! DAMN. ;C
I NEED TO START REVISING ON MY WORK SOOON. & START DOING MY HOMEWORK. HAHAHA.

okay, i shall go talk to yapppy on the phone now ! cya people ! :P

2008-11-15T21:23:00.002+08:00

YES, I'M FLYING OFF IN 3HOURS TIME. I was so happy just now, yet.. . Come to think of it, why should i be so happy ? ;/ whatever. stupid girl. Its nothing ! ITS NOTHING ! ;C
okay, i shall go bath now & off to airport.
I WILL BE BACK ! ;D
I'LL MISS XUEQI AND AMANDA LOTS LOTS ! (: & MANY PEOPLE MORE. HAHAHA.

2008-11-14T23:16:00.002+08:00

TAIWAN TMR ! ;D you knw wht, i don't feel like going anymore. ;/ how i wished xueqi and amanda will be going too. That will be so much better.
Mummy was nagging non stop just now ! She even asked me to bring 5 jackets & 1 hand luggage ! I think she's really crazy. HAHA. I'll be super busy tmr! Maybe i'll post again before going to airport? Or maybe not ? ;/ see how. :P
& stupid ok, i've to wake up at 6 plus tmr ! Just to go for tuiton at yishun. But its alright. At least i can see amandatan ! If not i wont be seeing her for 8days! That will be so weird. ;/ HAHA. Shall meet yihui tmr to buy some stuffs & aft thatmeet pervin to play bball ! :D Yes, i.cant.wait ! I want play bball ! xD & celebrate grandfather's 84 (?) birthday at night ! :D
Hope there're nice stuffs in taiwan ! But i know there's lotsa of nice food there ! yay ! I shall come back with lotsa sweets and snacks ! HAHAHA. ;)

Hope that carolinetanpeihui will score well for her psle ! jiayous mei !
i'll miss alot of people during these 8days ! & i promise to bring something back for you guys ! (:
okay, time to sleeep ! nights people !

i hope i'll have fun there & i hope, i'll be too busy to even think of you. :P

2008-11-12T22:29:00.003+08:00

YAY I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW 'CAUSE XUEQI JUST CALLED ME AND TOLD ME SHE'S NOT GOING OVERSEAS ANYMORE, AND IS GOING FOR CO CAMP FOR MY SAKE. ( hahaha, she said FOR MY SAKE u knw ! but she has a motive ! Her motive is to sleep beside me and pretend that she can't see me ! :P ) That is so evil okay, but at least, we'll have a great entertainer! 8days in taiwan without xueqi and amanda will be so awkward ! Seriously. I think i'll miss them like crazy ! Esp xueqi's nonsense ! She said something super sweet just now ! At least to me, i think its sweet ! :D Who says sweet nothings must be 'iloveyou' or 'imissyou' right.
Friends do make me happy ! (:

iloveyouforever? i'll always be here for you no matter wht ? crap. bullshit. heartbreaker. Have you ever spared a thought for my feelings? You just walked away like this. You said u wont hurt me 'cause you yourself was hurt before. you said you wont, and i trusted you, totally. You should jolly well know that i dont believe in forever. & because of whatever you've said and reassured me, i 'regained' my confidence & its all 'cause of you, i got overconfident. So confident in myself that i still lost to myself in the end. Hopes were dashed. You left. I didnt expect this to happen so soon u knw u knw !?, in fact, didnt expect this to happen at all ! I swear, i was super super happy when i'm with you the other time. Those times were short, but i really felt like im the happiest and luckiest girl ok. Im not kidding. ;/

2008-11-12T22:22:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PREDATOR WONG ! ;D
HOPE YOU LIKE THE PRESENT FROM ME&RYANWONG ! ;D STAY GOSSIPY ALWAYS AND I WANT GO YOUR HOUSE SOON ! HAHAHA. ;) LOVEYOU !

2008-11-11T22:34:00.004+08:00

YAY ! ;) SPA IS OVER ! I think this practical was much easier than the previous one ! Amanda went off to meet her love. and this results me being a loner for the day and 'cause i din want to go home so early, so the 2 gay partners (P & F ) decided to 'adopt' me & we went to eat mac icecream at khatib ! :D Chatted and went off to tpy to help mummy get something. & GUESS WHT,
I LOST MY CARD HOLDER ( INSIDE GOT EZLINK CARD + 20BUCKS ) FOR THE FIRST TIME !!!!! I WAS SO PISSED OFF OKAY. FIRST, 30BUCKS GONE 'CAUSE I WAS CAUGHT IN THE TRAIN CARRIAGE FOR DRINKING BUBBLE TEA. AND NOW, I'VE TO MAKE A NEW EZLINK CARD REPLACEMENT FOR 19BUCKS, AND 19+20 BUCKS GONE JUST LIKE THAT ! But i'm so glad that mummy didn't scold me ! I still remember telling xueqi the other day that how i wished i can lost my ezlink card so that i can replace a new one 'cause i look super retarded in the previous ezlink card ! Yah, my wish came true. :X Damn. & I was lucky that my pouch had got 1$ left, enough for me to take bus home ! Aft that, went off to meet MrDrunkard to get kelly's present ! :D Yup, walked around thn homed ! :D
i'm super broke now. I need money, b.a.d.l.y !
I want play basketball ! :C how i wish my room has got a bball net so that i can play everytime i'm in a bad mood. though i cant really play & quite scared of bball, but i still think bball is fun! right amanda ? :P
I realized i've been posting everyday ! okay, whatever. byee ! :D

where're you when i needed you th most. tell me, why is it so difficult..

2008-11-10T23:54:00.003+08:00

YAY ! :) uploaded pictures alr. Headed down to plaza sing with xueqi & 2 mysterious people after amaths supp today ! :D Had lotsa of laughters. Mummy was dyeing her hair just now. So asked her to help me dye abit also. But it's not obvious ! Rah. Nevermind, shall dye again soon. :D I don't like my hair colour. HAHA.
Started packing my taiwan stuffs ytd alrd ! :D I think my luggage is quite small, put 2jackets in then already like not much space alr. gosh. :X
& i just realized once i come back from taiwan, misswonglaifong will be going genting for her band competition ! Means i won't be seeing her for 1month ! omg. :C Remember our outing ok. ( doubt she'll be reading this anw )
&& missyapxueqi will be going bali and indonesia ! She's most probably not going for co camp too ! how cann she leave me alone in spore ?!!! You better come back in one piece okay. I don't want see you bringing a bangala boyfriend back. Guess i'll miss her like crazy. I cant live without her gossipings and nonsense, seriously. ( don't smile to yourself when u're reading this! HAHA )
&&& amanda tan will be going msia for 10days ! GOSH. I'll feel so damn weird without her. HAHA. Hope i'll be in msia too when she goes msia, and xueqi goes overseas ! So that i won't be so lonely ! :D

okay, i'm off to sleep now ! SPA EXAM TMR ! I'm so nervous okay! Hope i dont screw everything up ! :X

1227. one month. im still trying hard..

2008-11-10T23:32:00.005+08:00

2008-11-09T22:11:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDATANKARMUN ! ;DDDDD
you're finally 15 ! :D loveyou !
last long with him and stay more optimistic ! :D in 10yrs time from now, i want see you being a IR manager ! stay happy always ! =D i've said whatever i want to say in that note already ! (:

2008-11-09T13:32:00.002+08:00

~~I just realized that there's something wrong with the time in my blog. :X All the posts were posted in the morning but i only posted at night. :X Weird.~~( thankyou yiling for telling me how to change it. ) Woke up at 1010am this morning and slept at 3am last night ! Was busy doing something very silly and stupid, but in the end, it still failed. Rah ! Dk why am i wasting my time doing this. :X
My room is in a mess now ! & i cant seem to be able to find my amaths tys ! I counted, there're all together 99 amaths questions to be done this holiday ! On top of that, still got emaths worksheets. Maybe i shall complete at least 20questions before i fly to taiwan next sat ! :D

Didnt go for 6605 gathering ytd. :C heard that we're going to make 6605 class tee ! yay ! :) so cool ! :D.

1month. it seemed just like yesterday. im slowly getting used to it. But whenever i see tht name appear in my inbox, i'll tend feel happy, for tht moment. But hell, wake up elizabethtan. its just the same name. They can never be th same person, never. I tried, i really did. But its just so different. Dont ask me to do somethings that i'll nv bring myself to do it..

2008-11-08T18:12:00.000+08:00

AMANDAAAAA'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION ! ;D ( hope you like the 'surprise' edwin planned for you. ) Though you sort of spoilt the plan ! HAHA.
Seoul garden with amanda, rachel, sherry, edwin, junfeng & jonathanlam. :D
Overall, it was fun ! (: We made a nuisance at seoul garden. I think the staff there is super gaoxiao. She gave us the kitchen knife to cut the birthday cake ! And that Junfeng just cant grow up. HAHA. ;X Yup, pictures tonight !
byeee people ! :D

kellywongkailing ! don't think too much. :P i want ****** okay. & I don't like to eat lobster. :P

2008-11-08T00:08:00.000+08:00

yay ! :) thanks donkey for helping me with my blog !
EXTENDED PROGRAMME IS FINALLY OVERRRR ! ;D
But actually, im not really looking forward 'cause i'll be going back school everyday next week ! Gosh.
mon- amaths
tues- spa exam
wed- amaths + co
thurs - co
fri - co
sat - dinnner with relatives&family & off to taiwan ! :D

Yes, i'll be super busy next week ! & i cant work at kcs bookshop alr. RAH. I NEED MONEY ! I'M SUPER BROKE NOW. ;CCCC

thanks maka for talking to me just now ! Yes, no doubt that we think alike ! :) & i must say, you understand me the best. One msg, one call, and you're always here ! :D thankyou !

so short, yet so memorable & unforgettable.

2008-11-06T00:13:00.001+08:00

AYE HELLO! ;DDDD

no lah, not elizabeth, is amanda here. :P
yes, why am i here? i just finished helping her with her template. :D
therefore, i shall shun bian post smth here. xD.
ehh, she made her ic alrdy and i have not yet! ):
must wait until my birthday, no worries, just 4 days from now!
and i dont knw what they are up to on 8nov, but im very excited, nervous and scared?
yes, scared, hahah! cause they must be up to some no goodness. :x
i want eat chocolate fondue leh xueqiii! :DDDD
yayyyyyyy!
and tmr lessons are boring my dear elizabeth.
please bring sweets to wake me up. ;)
i dont feel like sleeping now, but i think i will feel like sleeping tmr! HAHAHAHA

to elizabeth :
please grant me what i want on my birthday or 8nov or whatever thing i just want * . :DDD
thankyou! :P

note : this is by amanda, and i love my wifey! hahhhhh! and sheeeep too! and xueqi tooo! but not bird! :D

2008-11-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

OLEVEL CHINESE IS OVER ! YAY ! :)
I'm so happy ! 'Cause the paper wasn't really tough, but some questions were quite tricky. :X Anyhow, i still hoped that i can still get an A ! For now, at least 1 paper is down ? HAHA. Think on the bright side yah. :P SPA next week. Damn. I think this is stupid. :X We did like less than 5practicals this year and we're going to take olevel SPA next week ? Gosh! Tell me i won't fail. Yes, i won't fail. :X
Taiwan briefing after school. Geez. I don't think i'm that looking forward to the trip anymore. I'll miss my family like crazy, you knw, i never go overseas without my family members before ?! Hope the trip will turn out fun ! :)
Oh yah, I MADE MY IC TODAY ! YES, FINALLY ! ;D ( donkey, faster go make ! so that we can collect our ICs tgt ! )
I shall be a good girl and go for co practice tmr ! :D & i hope next week faster come, 'cause i'll be busy for the whole week, so much so that i won't have the time to think about stupid stuffs ! :D Its good to keep yourself busy sometimes.
BYE PEOPLE ! :D

for that moment, i thought it was from you.

2008-11-04T20:10:00.001+08:00

okay, im super damn nervous right now. There's a huge pile of notes waiting for me to read ! I really think mdm teo is a great teacher. Pray that tmr's paper will be a easy one and everyone can score well ! :D yes, i must not disappoint people around me. I MUST GET AN A! ;DDD okay, im off to study now !
jiayous, elizabeth !

ALL THE BEST PEOPLE, ADD OIL ! ;D

2008-11-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

Sherry & I were not late for school today ! YAY THREE CHEERS ! 'Cause you know why? We don't have to meet tortoise amanda and that explains why we weren't late today ! :P School was alright today, except for dental ! I seriously don't like the dentist ! Or rather, i don't like going to dental at all. I mean, who likes going there right ? The dentist kept saying i've to improve on my brushing and must at least spent like 5mins on brushing since i've had braces on ? Oh well, i'll try to brush longer lah okay ! But just don't poke my gum lah, super pain can ! But at least, i can eat solid food today ! :DD I don't like putting rubberbands, so mafan and ugly ? HAHA.
Anyway, was reading mdm teo's chinese notes just now. & i learnt quite a few meaningful chinese quotes ! :D But i couldn't really concentrate. 'Cause all the passages are like so, ?! idk how say lah. Makes me think so much. Rah.

No matter what happens, i'll still have to accept the fact and move on right. Whats the point of trying to hold on when you don't even care anymore? Damn it. I never felt so ditched before. I know, its karma, and i deserve it. I need to grow up, really. I need to stop thinking about all these stuffs. I swear, i'm really sick and tired of this already. I don't want wait like a stupid fool again, doing ridiculous stuffs everyday and making people around me go crazy. Damn it, i really pity xueqi at times. Imagine her repeating those 'lectures' to me everytime this happens, i think this is the 3rd time its happening,and she never seems to get tired of it! & everytime she talks sense to me, i really can wake up you knw, but for that 1day only. & the next day, i'll go crazy again. ;/ & she never fails to wake me up again. But sometimes, i think her chinese quotes also cmi okay ! :P I think that what makes her a great friend ! :D HAHA. But I promise there won't be a 4th time. ( i hope she reads this post ! :P )
This is really driving me crazy. I must i must i must i must forget

no matter how much i still love you, i know you'll nv come back. i'll let go,but it sure takes time. PROMISE ( & i wont break my promise like how you did )

OKAY BYE ! :D im in a super weird mood now.

2008-11-03T14:02:00.000+08:00

NO FATE ! ;C
Tried playing fate today. Rah. Failed attempt. So sad okkkkkk ! There's school tmr. Olevel chinese on 5thnovember. & i'm not prepared at all. Or rather, whats there to prepare for chinese right ? But at least, i'll try to study abit ! :D Maybe look through some notes or something? :/ I want to get an A ! Please, i want to secure an A ! :D Nothing is impossible. So yes, i can do it !
Oh yah, and i've been reading horoscopes these few days. I think its quite true can ! Things will get better, i hope.
I shall go do something now ! ( amanda, be touched by what i'm doing for you, and cheeerup ok ! :P )
BYE PEOPLE ! <3

2008-11-01T15:20:00.000+08:00

Helloooo ! :D
Changed url. kukubites sounds cuter than nehnehpokkkk ! Told Xueqi about this url and she claims that i don't care for her so i've decided to post a picture of her to prove my love for her ! :D

so unglamorous. :P kay, nothing's gonna change my love for you ! (: Thanks for always being there for me. I love the girl who never fails to cheer me up with her dumb actions ! :D I'll get over it, i promise i won't disappoint you again. ( do i sound like your daughter? HAHA. )

okay, i'm going out now. Will be back tonight ! HAHA. i love bloggging ok ! :P
&i'm so looking forward to taiwan trip. yay !

2008-10-31T23:52:00.001+08:00

hello people ! :D
Yes, i'm back to blogging after 1 and a 1/2 years ! Dontknow why but just got this sudden urge to blog. Alright, i shall go do my tagboard now ! :D

oh yay, i'm so excited!
stay tuned. (:

2008-10-31T23:02:00.001+08:00

hi. :D