HELLO WORLD!

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11:46 PM

I shall make this the last post for 2008 before i officially switched to livejournal on 010109 ! :D Yay, i shall a new year with a brand new blog! & not forgetting a brand new start.
In a blink of an eye, 1 year passed!!!! Time flies, yeah, indeed true! For the past 12 months, i realized i've been wasting alot of time on unnecessary stuffs! Or rather, i regretted some of the things that i've done this year. No point regretting now also right!!! Since its gonna be a brand new start in a few hours time, i shall do some reflections and make sure i dont repeat my mistakes next year! :D I promise, im going to start a brand new year well, and ends it well too!

Studies. Ohmygoodness. I'll be taking Olevels next year. No more 'i cant believe this!' already. Its a fact, face it, elizabeth!! Yes, i'm really going to sit for this major exam next year!!! So, time to buck up!! I really dont want to start telling myself i'm going to study hard until i did badly for any tests/exams next year! By then, it'll be already too late. I'm going to use less of computer and watch less teevee!! ( maybe after chinese new yr? ) Yup, maybe i'll only use com on alternate days or on weekends only! I think it'll be quite a difficult task for me, but i'll try. I'll most probably be having tuition on tuesday and sunday next year. I guess i'll be spending alot of time studying with Amanda and Pervin ( on saturdays ) next year! Yay. I love studying!!! :X

Next up, Friends. Since its the last year in cchy already ( i hope its my last yr! ), i must really cherish all my friends! (: But i think i always cherish them! :P I still remembered i was so reluctant about coming into 3F, 'cause XueQi isnt entering the same class me. I thought i'll be so lonely in 3F! Fortunately no, yes and its great to make new and good friends. (: And i'm so happy that i've got Amanda to accompany me! Be it studying, shopping, staying back aft sch for cca, shitting, playing bball,going tuition and etc!! Yeh, we did all those together almost every week!!! She's really a great company ok!! & We'll seeing each other alot alot more often next year! Maybe everyday in every week! Yes, and our focus will be on STUDIES ( 3xxx! ), and next SHOPPING! :D Next, i am really really so relieved that me and XueQi din drift apart and are still super close friends!!! I thought we'll drift apart after going to different classes. We aren't so close for a period of time but luckily, things got much better soon after!!! I really hoped we'll not drift apart, 'cause she's really a great friend who never fails to be there for me, counselling me and doing silly stuffs to make me happy! SO LUCKY TO KNOW HER OKAY! (: Next. My SuperNice brother, PERVINSIM! ;D My best guy-friend ever. He's the best guy-friend that i can confide to and can really talk sense into my stupid peabrained head. I was so touched when he's the 1st to ring me up on 111008 when i was on my bed,crying like a silly girl. And, its already 1+am then. He's still awake to console me. And the next day, XueQi called me early in the morning to console me. I swear, i'm so lucky to have 2 such great friends!! SO LOVEE THEM! (: Lastly, to rachel and lamyihui!! Must study hard together next year okay! We shall play less(?) and study hard ! :D Okay, I really hoped there wont be anymore friendship problems/conflicts among my friends anymore. Be it quarrells or misunderstandings. I am so glad that i din face any of these this year, seriously. If this happens again, i really dontknow what to say. ;/ The conflict that happened in 2007 was one that i'll never forget. Scary,yes. But i am so glad things are back to normal now. I wont want this kind of thing to happen again next year, never. I dontwant to lose any of close friends! FRIENDS really brighten up my day okay! Ohwell,to avoid conflicts/troubles, i think i better shut up when its time to shut up and keep my comments to myself. (:

Family. Frankly speaking, i realized i've been neglecting alot on my family this year. Being rude to my parents when i'm in a bad mood, throwing tantrums at them when i'm feeling very stressed. Asking my sis to shut up when she wanted to ask me about her homework. Asking my brothers to shoo out of the room when they made super alot of noise when i'm studying. Worse still, i even scolded them for no reason. I must really treat them better this year already. I promise to help my sister more in her studies. I really do love my family! Like who doesnt? hahaha.

Lastly, relationships. 5-6months, 2 different guys. After so much things that happened, i'm back to single. Yeh. I still remember i was so goddamn happy when i finally got him back after waiting for so long, and yet, i still hurt him, fell for another. This is so ridiculous. Thinking of those 2months plus, i really felt so err, remorseful for what i've done?! I've apologised, but i know it doesnt mean a thing anymore lah. But still, i am so glad we're still back to friends now. (: Phew. Next,J. hahaha.I wonder will things get better if we didnt even started in the 1st place? Or rather we dont even know each other? idk. You was sucha great friend, great 'brother'. So sweet and caring for the past few months. Your words really made me feel so loved. (: Its over for 2months plus, no, im not holding on anymore. Dont worry, i wont wait anymore. I'll try not to think about all the impossible(s). But idk why everytime i talked about this, i will get emo again. Omg. this sucks seriously. I told myself i'll get this over before 2009 comes. But its like approaching in a few hours time, but im still here, waiting like a fool?! Thinking of you when your heart isnt with me longlong time ago?! Ohwell, stop it, elizabeth. Its nearing two soon. GIVE IT UP, MOVE ON, SMILE, BE HAPPY!!! Studies will be my top priority next year!!! I REALLY REALLY DO HOPE THAT I CAN DO WELL FOR OLVLS. I dontwant to disappoint my parents and people around me. I promise, i'll try my best not to step into another relationship next year. I'm afraid of getting hurt again already. Maybe i should really thankyou for 'teaching' me not to be so confident in myself anymore and not trust guys so easily. But i think this is the last time im going to post about such stuffs. Its really great to say everything out from the bottom of my heart.

IN CONCLUSION,,,,,ELIZABETH WILL STUDY HARD NEXT YEAR, TREAT HER FAMILY MEMBERS BETTER, CHERISH HER FRIENDS AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, to forget you and move on. (:
I swear this is the longest post i've posted everrr!!!! Tell me i'm so pro 'cause i spend 2 nights typing this! You can choose not to read, but too bad, i think when u read this, its alr too late!!! Sorry if i bored you to death. I din ask you to MUST read also right! :P These are just my reflections for this whole year, and for me to look back whenever i'm freee! A brand new year 2009 is awaiting for me to start it well! :D YAY!
I'll be posting in LIVEJOURNAL starting from 010109, URL still the same!!! :D Do stay tuned!

its 2am now. About 23 hours to 2009!!! ;D
im so looking forward to a brand new yr!
BYE!!!!

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2:00 AM

I wonder if you're back from msia already. I wonder, if you'll msg me. I wonder, if things will get better next year. I wonder, whats so good about you. I wonder, what makes me fall so deeply. I wonder, if we'll ever get back to those days. I wonder, how long will i take to stop loving you. You really make me think alot, alot.

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11:25 PM

I think im going to go school with clipped up fringe + spects next year! Dont laugh, although i know its funny! Who cares luh, im really gonna study hard next yr! Promise!!! (:

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11:10 PM

Twilight was quite okay. Edward didnt turn out as perfect in the show!! & i seriously think Bella dont look pretty in the movie! LaiFong was super funny 'cause we are supposed to meet at 12, and she called me at 1220 that she's running home now 'cause she forgot her ezlink card and she still can laugh!!! Stupid girl. After movie, wallked around far east + tangs ! :D Went to the kitchen section and Laifong started fantasizing her new home next time(as expected lah!) Lucas was being Mr Nice Guy today 'cause he sent me to tpy station! :D Saw Qiguang on the train and he told me olevel results will be out on 9JAN !! Ohmygoodness! I want get at least an A for chinese!!!!!
Daddy is coming home tmr! YAY! :) i cant wait till tuesday to come too. hahaha.

Guess i wont be blogging here anymore. IF INTERESTED, THEN PLEASE CLICK! ( else, leave! )
http://www.kukubites.livejournal.com

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11:54 PM

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12:21 AM

Today is just not my day!!! It started off quite well 'cause i learnt something new during tuition today! Had brunch( shared a cup of tea ) with Amanda at Mac & she headed off to sentosa ( sorry, couldnt join you guys ) while I went off to meet Kelly. Left leg was aching super badly and Kelly told me i'm growing up, Thats why experiencing the pain! haaha. Hope its true! :P Gym session was #$%#%$#^#^ !? Been quite some time since i last run!! No staminaaaa! GOSH. Ohwell, at least i burned some calories today! :D Great. Had dessert at Buddy Hoagies then went off to library to STUDY ALONE!! Tell me i'm independent! :D Did tuiton homework. Got quite pissed off with mummy so i went home, put down my stuffs, take basketball, went down to meet pervin instead. The feeling sucks and i never felt this way before! Fortunately, felt so much better after shooting and chitchat with him! :D There's this group of 7guys came to us while we were chatting, asked us to join them! At first i thought they asked pervin only, so he joined. & that guy asked me to play too! I was literally shocked!! Was sorta forced to join them. This is so crazy ok! It was seriously very embarrassing. And they played full court, & all i did was when the ball flies high up, everyone runs to the ball/guards their opponent(?), i just walked to the damn ball and the ball disappeared. :X I dont even dare to block any of them or touch the ball!! 'Cause all of them were like so goddamn tall and pro? hahahah. After EMBARRASSING myself, went home. :D

got so pissed off with mum just now. Knew u wont like it if i tell u im going sentosa and would wan me go shop instead. I jolly well dint go with them. I felt so empty and lost just now on the train after putting down the phone. I was quite angry at the moment so i went home instead. Even if i really go until jurong point, i also no mood to shop right! Sometimes, i really wonder, if anyone really understands. If i can have a choice, i would rather move out of this house and rent a room in yishun area and learn to be independent. (: Not a bad idea actually. Since i'm going yishun EVERYDAY, why not right! Can save transport fees also!! hahahaha. But like as if my parents will approve luh! :C right, im feeling so much better now. to FORGIVE and to FORGET! (: yeah. Tomorrow will be a better day! (:
Twilight with Laifong & Lucas tmr! YAY!! Many ppl said twilight didnt turn out as expected but well, i still wanna watch it!! :D

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11:30 PM